To begin, I would like to express my deeply felt gratitude for several things: First, I would like to express gratitude for the opportunity to be involved with the Church of Psilomethoxin; Second, I would like to express gratitude for all our members (over 350) who have signed up thus far and who all seem to be true believers in our Church and what we can collectively provide to humanity; and lastly, I would like to express gratitude to Source and to the mushroom carriers and alchemist of our Divine Sacrament, Psilomethoxin. As always, Source knows best! So just say Yes!!!
I am a founder and lead oracle here at the Church of Psilomethoxin. In addition to serving the Church, I am also a trial and appellate attorney, specializing in religious exemptions for groups who employ sacred (and unfortunately scheduled) entheogens as their primary mode of practicing their religion. I have been engaging in the spiritual/religious use of Sacred Mushrooms for about fifteen (15) years, over which time I have developed an extremely deep and personal relationship with these true “Wisdom Carriers.” Starting in 2019, I also began to engage in the spiritual/religious use of other sacred entheogens, each one having its own unique and powerful way to push me down my spiritual/religious path. For every one of my experiences, I am incredibly grateful and want to thank all those who put their self-interest aside to serve me on this path.
Approximately 18 months ago, I received for the first time a batch of dried Sacred Mushroom fruiting bodies which contained Psilomethoxin. I immediately noticed the Sacred Mushroom fruiting bodies did not have any residual blue tint, which is normally caused by psilocin reacting to air. As such, I had a deep sense that these were of a different nature than what I would usually expect from psilocybin/psilocin containing Sacred Mushrooms. Moreover, I could sense a different energy and aura emanating from the Sacrament.
After receiving my first batch of Psilomethoxin fruiting bodies, I prepared my altar, said my prayers, and received about 250 milligrams of the sacrament. This I was told was a proper threshold micro dose. Upon receiving the Divine Sacrament, I noticed that its effects were markedly different than those of psilocybin/psilocin-containing Sacred Mushrooms. I will describe my interpretation of my Psilomethoxin experience later in this article but suffice it to say that the first experience with the Sacrament was much more of an energetic/inner experience than what many would term a “psychedelic” one. There were no auditory or visionary effects and seemed to be much more centering than Sacred Mushrooms. Moreover, my sense of time seems to keep true throughout.
Before I segue into my experience micro dosing Psilomethoxin, I would like to briefly discuss my history of micro dosing, as I believe it provides some necessary context for where I will head next. Truth be told, up until this specific week, I was not a fan of micro dosing, personally. I knew and understood that many people experience incredible benefits micro dosing, and for that reason I supported it. My mind set had always been that one could not really do deep spiritual/religious work on a micro dose, therefore I didn’t feel that, for me, there would be any benefit to micro dosing. I now know this is far from the truth. My religious practice had always dictated that I take deep journeys with the Sacred Mushrooms, on a properly fasted and “as called” basis, which averaged probably once or twice per quarter.
This felt to be the best way for me to grow along spiritual lines and to attain the most spiritual/primary religious experience possible. Over the last year or so, I had, at various times, taken a Psilomethoxin micro dose, and sometimes two, prior to going out in nature, which I did quite often. During these experiences, I began to take further note of the energetic and inner nature of the experience and how centered it made me feel. I was gradually getting a better grip on the true nature of the sacrament.
Finally, I received a Divine Download which suggested I engage in a week of micro dosing Psilomethoxin every day. Additionally, I felt like the week of micro dosing was in alignment with my higher path. In addition to the spiritual benefits, I was also aware of copious anecdotal reports stating the sacrament helped increase athletic ability, stamina, and mind-muscle connection. Considering I had just started back on a “serious” weightlifting routine, I decided this would be a good time to experiment and take notes on what others had claimed.
First, I will address the spiritual benefits/effects I felt from my week-long micro dosing regimen. Each day I would take two 150mg capsules of Psilomethoxin, so approximately 300 milligrams of dried and powdered Psilomethoxin mushrooms. I took all my micro doses in the morning and only after first eating a highly nutritious breakfast. I did not take them immediately upon waking up, as I perform a water prayer every morning at that time. Instead, I would wait until after I had completed my water prayer and ate breakfast, which is usually an hour or so after awakening.
Generally, I would start to feel the sacrament working approximately 20-30 minutes after receiving it. The most pronounced spiritual effect I experienced on the Sacrament was the ability to tap into my higher self, almost on command. Let me elaborate. The Sacrament allowed me to assume the “I AM” viewpoint (i.e. my Higher Self). From this place, my mental processes are completely different. Instead of being immediately moved or affected by my incoming thoughts, emotions, and/or other sensory data, the sacrament allows me to receive these from the viewpoint of a third-party observer (i.e. my Higher Self).
From this vantage point, I feel as if I have almost complete control over what thoughts and emotions, I send energy to, and those which I wish to avoid. Recently, I have been studying the Kyballion and the Hermetic Principles, which deal with the idea that “all is mind” and teaches how to alchemize thoughts and emotions in an advantageous way, instead of being influenced and pushed around by them. Psilomethoxin allowed me, for the first time, to put these principles into practice, in real time. I was able to perceive incoming sensory data, from the viewpoint of my higher self, determine which Hermetic Principle(s) were implicated, and decide in the moment how I was going to alchemize my resulting thoughts and emotions towards my highest good.
This effect, for me, was incredible and alone has done more to increase my spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical well-being than any other I will discuss. For me, this is really where the magic occurs when working with the Sacrament. As we move forward with the Church, we will be exploring in depth the “I AM” concept. This Sacrament has allowed me to live in that space and, consequently, I feel I am able to more fully comprehend and embody this ancient and sacred religious concept.
I would also like to note how the “I AM” effect played out in my dealings with others during this time. First, I felt that people were more drawn to me. I also noticed that my mind’s lingering proclivity to compare myself to others was eliminated, which also eliminated any lingering social anxiety I would normally carry around, although I naturally do not suffer from much. Because my wife and I had a fun but busy week the prior week, she had a few ups and down throughout the week in question, and understandably so. While micro dosing, I felt that our connection was increased considerably, and as well felt that I could appropriately hold space for her while maintaining my high frequency. Prior to this, there would be times when one of us would affect the other’s frequency while going through a hard time. While perfectly OK and nature, I did not experience this while working with the Sacrament.
The second major effect I experienced working with the Sacrament, was my ability to achieve and maintain prolonged periods of intense gratitude. In fact, I was drawn to tears several times during the week just thinking about everything I am so grateful for. I am a firm believer that gratitude is one of the highest frequencies (closest to Source frequency) we can channel as humans in this third dimension. It is also my belief that Source rewards those who maintain these states with constant blessings and even more things to be grateful for. As such, for me, this effect was significant. Finally, I would like to discuss the physical/mental effects I experienced while engaging in physical exercise. I have always been a believer that when humans push themselves beyond their perceived mental or physical limits, the human spirit kicks in and drives the will of both the body and the mind. As such, lifting weights and training has always been as much a spiritual practice as a physical and/or mental one for me. To me, the mind, body, and spirit are a single complex and so inextricably woven it is difficult to separate them into different distinct concepts.
Because of my beliefs, the Sacrament fit perfectly into my training regimen. As expected, and as had been previously reported, the Sacrament allowed me to push myself further than I normally could. When I got to the point of mental and physical exhaustion, I was propelled by a spiritual energy and force beyond what I had ever previously experienced. As opposed to my usual experience, the spiritual force which overtook me was so strong at times I almost felt like I was not completely in my body. Now this was not in any way a dissociative experience as I knew who I was and where I was, but in a sense that I knew my mind and body were not the primarily responsible for effectuating my movements. In fact, I have never had as effective or profound workouts as the ones I had this particular week while working with the Sacrament.
Finally, I would like to note some of the profound moments I experienced post-workout. Once I was done working out, and driving home, the “I AM” effect was the most pronounced, as I usually do a lot of thinking or ruminating while driving. This was also the time I was able to achieve and hold incredibly powerful and intense states of gratitude for a long period of time. So perhaps the energetics of physical activity helps to strengthen the energetic connection to Source, which can be achieved through working with the Sacrament? Only time will tell.
While we must remember that our experiences in life to different stimuli, will always be
different, I sincerely hope this report helps others who are or are thinking about also walking a spiritual path with our Sacrament. After knowing what I know now, I have no doubt about the absolute sacredness of Psilomethoxin and the Mushroom Carriers which bless us with their alchemical magic. To end, I would like again to express my gratitude for the opportunity to serve humanity through our Church. The future looks bright!!
Source knows best!!!! Just say Yes!!!!